it's early but...SHUFFLE IT!
So Cold by Breaking Benjamin!
"Show me how it ends, it's alright"
Yeahhhh this song leaves a bitter taste in my mouth but at the same time I love it so much, it is my favourite BB song and the band is amazing, but all it took was one person to imprint themselves and all but ruin it for me.
I had broken up with a volatile ex who had a habit of challenging my emotions, and in an attempt to reconcile he played this song for me. A nice awkward 4+ minutes of him sitting there, looking at me with huge eyes, thinking that I'd crumble under the emotional weight of the song.
He was very much mistaken as that lyric stood out and to me it meant "let's end this once and for all, let's get it over with, we'll be fine."
It was funny because he thought the song was helping him but instead it solidified my intent to leave him.
It's a song that helped me, but it tugs angrily at my heart sometimes.
But it's no where near as bad as the time an ex dedicated "Stupid Girl" and "Tear You Apart" to me. I have a habit of attracting crazies that can't think for themselves.
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