Last Call Lyric - Stockholm Syndrome

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Stockholm Syndrome by Muse!

"This is the last time I'll abandon you, and this is the last time I'll forget you. I wish I could"

Many of us, male or female, have had a moment when we know that the best thing to do would be to part ways with the person we're with.
We're scared of the hurt, the loneliness, sometimes we even think, "They need me I can't go anywhere."

The term "Stockholm Syndrome" is defined as a mentality that a hostage may develop for their captor, in which they stay with their captor out of pity and try to protect them and see them as a positive force in their lives.

To describe a relationship with such a strong term may sound dramatic, but it is an accurate term for many couples. This lyric hits very hard, because of personal experience and I always thought, "When will I finally go? when will I never see you again? When will I finally say goodbye?"

I don't know the extent and power the band intended to use the song to, but It definitely struck a nerve.

It's empowering and almost scary to make that decision. It's true, that decision might be made multiple times, but if you know it needs to made, you honestly don't have to do it alone.

Last Call Lyric - In Public

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In Public by Kelis!

Ok, I cannot pick one single lyric out of this song.
It's a dirty, nasty, skanky, risque jam that makes you want to glance behind you and shut the curtains.
It's a blush inducing, porno-esque track with a particularly offensive verse from her then man, Nas.

So why is it in my ipod?

1.It makes me dance
2.It makes me think
3.It makes me hot.

If you have a tolerance for today's music and an open mind, you won't mind listening to the ex couple's tips and tricks of the "trade"

...look it up.

HERE SHE IS!

IT'S HERE!

Not Myself Tonight stacks up as a sexy dance track and Christina's strong hardcore vocals are

back with fire. Grab your nearest boy or girl and wrap yourselves

around this sultry dance groove 

Last Call Lyric - Fever

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Fever by Adam Lambert!

"Lights on but your mom's not home, I'm sick of laying down alone, with this fever"

Well if we're going to be a little bit naughty!
It should be pretty obvious how I feel about this lyric.
EVERYONE has that moment where they think about the person they want, and just go
 "Omg all I need is an empty house and a few hours, just grant me that!"
I dare someone to tell me that they've never felt like that.

About the song. One of the best intros ever beat wise. You want this to play while you sashay towards your man/woman, giving them a devious smile, a prelude of very nice things to come. You can just feel the animalist sultriness of this song.
It also makes me hot...
 I'm JUST SAYIN'!
Check out Gaga's version too and double your pleasure.

Put on your sexy song before you go to bed, I recommend it.

UPDATE

New song to be released TOMORROW
or in:
18hrs.19min.1sec
GET ON THAT ISH!

Last Call Lyric - "Bulletproof"

 This is the first of a nightly installment of Last Call Lyric!

Here's how I play the game.
I take my ipod, and shuffle it. It's very much a dice type of game in the sense that it is the nano that you can shake to pick your random item.

So one quick jerk off of air and my song is picked.
I pick a lyric that stands out, and I relate.

Tonight, my ipod picked.....

Bulletproof by La Roux!

"This time baby, I'll be bulletproof"

     Obviously from the chorus, and obviously not too long, but feelings cannot be judged by any number of words.
     As the years go by I've slowly built up a wall, as does anyone who has experienced tremendous amounts of heartbreak in their life. This wall is built to keep the ne'er do wells from penetrating my fortress of solitude. However the holes in my armor are exposed from time to time, and when I say time to time, I mean whenever I meet a guy who with a swipe of humor and a dash of common interest. With these keys of interest he gains access to my inner most thoughts. However in my experience it's not too long before my dreams are dashed upon the rocks and I find myself again staring at the holes of emotion in my shield.

Just how important is it to be bulletproof?

      Many may say very and others may say it's a turn off. I thought being completely impregnable emotionally would solve all my problems and after failing countless times I cane to realize that the flaw was not in the armor or the fortress, but the contents. I was flawed in thinking that TRYING to turn away and become cold hearted was weak. It was up to me to learn and grow from my experiences, and not add layer upon layer of protection.

If you want to be stronger, let it all in, and when it goes wrong, let it all out and move on.
Bulletproof your soul, protect it from weakness.
There's your armor, now run with it.

Saturday Song-Hurtful

Erik Hassle-"Hurtful"

After catching up on my RuPaul's Drag Race, I decided to hang out with the Logo channel a little bit longer and get sucked into it's NewNowNext slot.

After dancing to Semi Precious Weapons self titled song and telling myself that I couldn't pay rent but I was fu**ing gorgeous, I quickly sobered up my mood when my ears met the sound of drums and bleep bloop meshed with the words of an angel.

The truth in the words was only matched by the gut wrenching effect the video had on me. Combined, the music, the lyrics, the visuals resulted in an overwhelming rush of emotion and later I went to bed, still glassy eyed.

His words, and apology for the wrong he's done.

The music, a slow, poppy beat with a drum in the background that beats in time with your heart before building up into a strong, revelation inducing rhythm, the kind of music you caress someone to.

The video. It seems to take place in an ethereal, calm, place, void of colours save white and grey. To me it represented the common ground at the end of a relationship. The barrage of bullets that meet their stone like composition released different colours from each of them as if they are finally becoming individuals once again. Those scenes in particular translated everything that I've ever felt when leaving someone I cared about. Stepping towards them, unphased by the imminent bullets of truth, ignoring the pain, flashing back to the better days.

It could be that I'm at a very emotional stage of my life, but I've never heard a song and seen a video that belonged together more than this.

SNIPPET

AHH Sounds like a sexy-find-your-man-grab-your-woman-get-close-and-personal-on-that-dance-floor

GET YOUR SNIPPET FIX AT http://www.christinaaguilera.com/

Words to live by if you choose

I won't save this for the Saturday song, it's much to awesome.
This is my jam of the day, my friend introduced me to this artist's music a couple of months ago, and today I've been in the mood for this.
Video at the end

"Thou Shalt Always Kill" - Dan Le Sac vs. Sroobius Pip

Thou shalt not steal if there is a direct victim
Thou shalt not worship pop idols
Or follow lost prophets

Thou shalt not take the names of Johnny Cash, Joe Strummer, John Hartmond, Desmond Dekker, Jim Morrisson, Jimmy Hendrix or Sid Barrett in vain.

Thou shalt not think any male over the age of 30 that plays with a child that is not their own is a peadophile, some people are just nice.
Thou shalt not read NME
Thou shalt not stop liking a band just because they became popular
Thou shalt not question Steven Fry
Thou shalt not judge a book by its cover
Thou shalt not judge lethal weapon by Danny Glover
Thou shalt not buy Coca Cola products
Thou shalt not Nestle products
Thou shalt not go into the woods with your boyfriends best friend, take drugs, and then cheat on him
Thou shalt not fall in love so easily
Thou shalt not use poetry, art or music to get into girls pants...
...use it to get into their heads.
Thou shalt not watch Hollyoaks

Thou shalt not attend an open mic and leave as soon as you've done your shitty little poem or song, you self-righteous prick.

Thou shalt not return to the same club or bar, week in, week out Because you once saw a girl there that you fancied; that you're never gonna fucking talk to.

Thou shalt not put musicians and recording artists on ridiculous pedestals.
No matter how great they are, or were.
The Beatles were just a band.
Led Zeppelin, just a band.
The Beach Boys, just a band..
The Sex Pistols, just a band.
The Clash, just a band.
Crass, just a band.
Minor Threat, just a band.
The Cure, just a band.
The Smiths, just a band.
Nirvana, just a band.
The Pixies, just a band.
Oasis, just a band.
Radiohead, just a band.
Bloc Party, just a band.
The Arctic Monkeys, just a band.
"The next big thing", just a band.

Thou shalt give equal worth to tragedies that occur in non-english speaking countries as to those that occur in english speaking countries.

Thou shalt remember that guns, bitches and bling were never part of the 4 elements and never will be.

Thou shalt not make repetitive, generic music
Thou shalt not make repetitive, generic music
Thou shalt not make repetitive, generic music
Thou shalt not make repetitive, generic music

Thou shalt not Pimp My Ride.
Thou shalt not scream if you wanna go faster.
Thou shalt not move to the sound of the wickedness.
Thou shalt not make some noise for Detroit.

When I say "Hey", thou shalt not say "Ho"
When I say "Hip", thou shalt not say "Hop"
When I say, he say, she say, we say; "Make some noise.", kill me.

Thou shalt not quote me happy.
Thou shalt not shake it like a polaroid picture.
Thou shalt not wish your girlfriend was a freak, like me.
Thou shalt spell the word "Pheonix"
P-H-E-O-N-I-X.
Not, P-H-O-E-N-I-X, regardless of what the Oxford English Dictionary tells you.

Thou shalt not express your shock at the fact that Sharon got off with Brad at a club last night by saying; "Izziiit"
Thou shalt think for yourselves.
And thou shalt always, thou shalt always, kill.

UPDATE!

New artwork ladies and gents!
If you go to her site you'll notice that it has been revamped and there is a video
box up!
BUT PATIENCE
lookit the clock, read the play by play of the insides and out of the album,
taste the lyrics with your eyes
http://www.christinaaguilera.com/

Christina Aguilera UPDATE!

You can now view the lyrics to her upcoming single "Not Myself Tonight" at http://www.christinaaguilera.com

Another update in 8hrs.52min.6sec

SING IT GIRL!

And here we have Xtina looking FIERCE!
     Yes her new album cover hit her website today after days of nothing but literal question marks, interesting art and a countdown on her page.
     She has announced that her first single off her new album, Bionic, will leak TOMORROW! The single is called Not Myself Tonight.
     I'm excited!
     Visit her site, and subscribe to her updates so that in 13 hours, 3 minutes and 19 second from now, you'll get something sexy in your email!

Link it bitch!

http://www.christinaaguilera.com

I.O.U.

The fact always remains the same
You cannot change the unchanging
I find I'm always rearranging
the blocks you left inside my head
Up here, they are safe
even if I'd rather throw them at you instead.

But you left me a message
They're saying something to me

They spell I.O.U.
a new love
a new day
I.O.U.
everything you ever gave to me
I.O.U.
the best time of your life
But what I see
is that the only thing I need from you
is me.

Too many days and weeks, now a year's gone by,
and you're still trying to get behind my eyes.
You miss the warmth and my heart.
You get my drift
in this final depart,
but you don't leave before you've had your say,
and it's okay.
Pass it on.

They spell I.O.U.
a new love
a new day
I.O.U.
everything you ever gave to me
I.O.U.
the best time of your life
But what I see
is that the only thing I need from you
is me.

"Do you act like a whore to be more like Lady Gaga?"

AHHHH FORMSPRING! Another creation of the internet, and like all networking sites, it's something that can go terribly wrong when put in the hands of the immature.
     I'd been having an awesome experience until late last night when the perverts started to come out of the woodwork. The fact that the questions can be posted anonymously probably gave these guys and gals the balls to ask me whatever they wanted. There were      alot of questions about my nether region and that's all I'll say about that.

Today was pretty much nasty-free until about 15 min ago when I got the question that evolved into my subject line for this blog.

1.Who thinks I'm a whore??
2.I do not act like a whore!
3.I don't know Lady Gaga personally but I do know that I love that woman and her music!                                      

*sidenote* I'm tired of straight men dogging her music. You should THANK her because of the effect her music has on women! Lemme tell you, when I heard Teeth... lucky there wasn't a man and a dance floor around, stuff would've gotten inappropriate...BUT THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME A WHORE lol

I wouldn't take these questions so up the tukus if they weren't from people on my "friends" list.
The great thing about Gaga is that she aides me in the search for my offender. There a maybe 5 people on my friends list that hate her, narrowing it down should be easy.

If you're going to talk shit then delete me bitches

Saturday Song- "My man is a mean man"

Stefanie Heinzmann -"My man is a mean man"

     Stefanie Heinzmann, 21 year old songbird from Switzerland. She realeased "My man is a mean man" in 2008.
 
     I just discovered this song a few weeks ago, and I'm pretty sure it has the most hits on my iPod. If it pertains to her real life in any way, Heinzmann is detailing the story of a sad relationship involving a man who she would be better off without. Her mother and father tell her that she'd be better off without him and if she stays with him, there is nothing they can do.

     I relate to this song in so many ways, as would any other woman but never have I put my feelings to a rhythm. It really really touched me and the strength of her voice is what makes this song so amazing. Ladies, you may find yourself stuck with a man who doesn't deserve you, and you always feel he's your man, it means he's your problem. You are NEVER alone. talk to someone, trust me.

Unfortunately I cannot locate any video for the song save for a few fan made vids, but just listen and love.

Packing can come down to one thing...

A camera

So no one knows the suckiness of packing like a girl! With a 4 day trip to NY around the corner, I've been considering the contents of my one piece of luggage, my one carry-on, for WEEKS!

I mean there's coordinating outfits, coordinating make up for the outfits, picking out purses for the makeup and outfits! a woman's world is nutso, especially if you're the type of woman that takes more than she needs...like me.

LET'S GET DIGITAL:
OK SO I love taking pictures! I can't go anywhere without my digital camera, but the problem is that I take so many, I fill up the memory card almost instantly. This made me realize that, even though I didn't want to, I need to take my laptop with me. The laptop would take up space that I needed! So instead of putting the laptop in my carry-on, I decided to put it in a BIG, PINK, purse. This choice jeopardized all my clothing choices. It wasn't until today that I discovered a setting on my camera that took the amount of pictures on my memory card from 200 to 4000+!! It had something to do with the kind of brightness and resolution I was using! I tested it out and the pictures are just as great as before! This decision meant that:
1.I didn't need to use the BIG, PINK, bag
2.I didn't need to revolve my clothing decisions around that bag and I could get exciting

I tried explaining my excitement to my brother and he looked nauseous from disinterest...
Anyway after that it was all downhill from there!

CLOTHES:Well at this time of year, NY is cold, so anything that goes with my black snow boots works, so I've sussed out my choices between pants, leggings and shoes. DONE

MAKEUP:Now I thought I was being smart just bringing my 88-colour palette of eyeshadow...until my friend told me that a square frame in her bag got her stopped at a security checkpoint. NO THANK YOU!
So I have many simple tubs of shadow that I will later coordinate with everything I have. As for my foundations and blushes, no big thing. DONE

ACCESSORIES:Scarves are easy to pack, so is another purse. Jewelry doesn't require alot of thought. And apparently it will be raining, umbrella anybody?? DONE

TOILETRIES:LIQUIDS! AHH! well luckily most of my necessary items meet the TSA requirements in ounces. However my facial regimen does not, so i'm substituting my cleanser, exfoliator, and toner for something that does all three. Olay face pads, gotta love 'em!  Later this week i'm going to buy little bottles for my shampoo/conditioner. Other things like toothpaste and lotion can be bought at the hotel. DONE

It's ridiculous isn't it? I am female, hear me complain!

I've heard of Booty Poppin' but...

It looks like a push up bra...for your butt
This odd pair of undies is being marketed as "Booty Pop."

While getting my hair done in my local salon, an ad came on TV and started yelling "Booty Pop" throughout the business. The ad featured under-endowed white girls and their transformation from Paris Hilton to J.Lo haaaay!

Now the funniest thing about this ad is that it was playing in a salon that the owners describe as a "black business." All the workers are black and the clientele are predominantly black. The laughs and jokes went on for about an hour.
These have been out for a while but the ad just inspired me to write.






Why would you deceive society? Say you meet a nice guy who is of course attracted to your body as well as your personality, and it's time to finally get intimate. When you get your kit off, how will you explain the two gel pads on your tukus? work with what God gave you and be proud of who you are and what you look like. Society wants you to have a big ass, well honey it can kiss your natural one.

I (balls) my booty

Torrid has its days and then it has its DAYS. Sometimes I'm like "WOAH I want that!" and other days I just think "Who the f**k designed these clothes and dressed these girls!?"

<---This hurts! I understand it was supposed to say "I (heart) my booty" [ugh] but when you turn a heart upside down (something I learned from my dear friend) it looks like balls. I (balls) my booty Not only do you have a big butt, but you also give people an insight into what you might like to do with your weekends.